It's all hidden.

i saw some1 yesterday..some1 who i was quite close wif in primary skool..she looked a bit different but somehow very familiar..i looked at her n i looked away..i had nothin to say..i noe saw me too..she looked at me n looked away as well..

so dis is how it turned out in da end..gd frenz r turned to strangers in juz a matter of years..time is such a great seperator..fuck it..i wonder sometimes y izzit so hard for me to say hi?maybe its becoz i noe dat we lead our own sepearte lives now?i dunno..anywayz,im sure dis will happen again n again n again coz dats juz da way life is wif me..ppl juz come n go as they wish disregardin everythin..
fuck da world for screwin me..
fuck da ppl whom i tot were frenz..
fuck myself for believin there is such a thing as a "friend"..

its ok..i will no longer feel hurt coz i am now numb..i refuse to trust n believe dat ppl care coz dissapointment sux..i refuse to trust..i refuse to trust..i refuse to trust..
i am now alone...

fad's told you a secret at 5:32 PM .