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STOP!pls stop cryin..pls..im beggin u..i cant live in a place where some1 is cryin all da time..i really cant ..i've tried but i really cant..i dunno y but i get depressed too whenever i c u cry..i really really wish u cld juz stop..u say u wanna move house..have u thought abt me?has any1 of u ever thought abt me?wad gd does it make to uproot our lives n move to somewhere else?he's still gone..livin in a new place wont change dat fact..dis is more den enough for me to deal wif n now im supposed to do it in a new environment?i like where we're livin in right now..i dun c da need to move..i dun wanna move..there's juz too many memories here..maybe dats y u wanna leave..
i will go though if dat is wad u really want..if dat will make u feel better,i will move wif u..i juz want things to b like wad they used to be..i guess dats stupid coz it'll never happen..i have to live in a world of darkness now..i wish i was da 1 hu had gone coz i seriously believe u'll be less sad..u were so close wif him..n to have dat taken away..
i noe im selfish at times..but i have no choice..there's is no 1 here to take care of me..i have to take care of myself..i have to appear strong in front of u n appear happy in front of da rest of da world..n im so tired of doin dat now..i wish u could understand me..i wish some1 could understand me..

fad's told you a secret at 12:22 PM .